Being a Mommy is one of the most difficult, crazy, amazing, overwhelming, and wonderful things I have ever to have experienced.  Nothing could have prepared me for what motherhood has been. Although only four months into it, it has forever marked my life. I will be different. I may not be who I desire to be now. However, being a mom will further shape me and sanctify me into the person whom the Lord destined me to be. There is no sanctification like parenthood. This is a journey of finding myself sharpened and shaped, not losing myself. May I look at all the difficult bits like a learning experience. My love will grow stronger, my wisdom deeper, and my worry less as I seek the Jesus.